Megan didn't want Caitlin to think she was a nut. Megan almost mentioned Smed when she called her. Almost. But she didn't because Megan had to ask her all these questions about her date with this Derrick.
"What about Zeke?" Megan wondered if Caitlin even cared. "I thought you liked him?"
"Sort of, but, you know, he's like the first guy I met here and..and..I just wouldn't want to mess up our friendship." Caitlin sighed.
Megan rolled her eyes. Well, she'd certainly blown her friendship with Smed. No pun intended. She hugged herself now in her room. Alone. She looked at the bed where they'd been. She was so close to wanting all of him.
Megan felt a little sick. She hadn't really thought of Smed at all. Anyone would have done. But there was this slight thought that he hadn't been with anyone. So how would he know if she were good or bad. She thought of Craig and how he used to tell her all the time that she was no fun at all. She made everything a chore. But this. This was so spontaneous. It couldn't have been that awful. Of course, Smed had been in shock more than anything else.
Had he said don't? She didn't think he had said it. She didn't know now.
"Megan, or you still there?" She heard Caitlin's voice.
"Yeah, I'm still here. You have some fun with that Derrick, OK? Please. Do something. Experiment, will you. Just stop being so damn serious. Well, just have fun, OK. Just have some fun." Of course, Megan had no idea what she was doing with Smed.