Promise you won't mention any of this to Megan because she thinks I lead such a shelter life, anyway.
I guess I'm OK. I mean, it wasn't exactly what you might think it might be. It was just... I've never done that before. He didn't hurt me. Derrick's just kind of different than I thought. It just takes some getting used to, and I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, I over reacted.
I'm trying to remember you. I am. And the first person I thought of, when you mentioned your hair is this friend of mine. Zeke. Of course, we aren't really talking at the moment. I just wished things hadn't changed between us. But they have now. And, well, I'm seeing Derrick. Who never shuts up once he starts talking. Then I'll say, Oh, well, thanks..thinking its the end of our date. But its not. Its like everything goes to the next level. And its not easy to keep up with him, sometimes. The way he kisses. Like he wants everything. Now. I just feel like I'm under his control. I've never been with someone like him. OK, I never had a boyfriend.
Like you wanted to hear that.
I shouldn't write you. I know. But I feel like I need to, at least write about it. And I want to press send because I want to hear from you.
So how are you, anyway?