Gabe didn't know why they really needed him. He was beginning to think that his mother loved Pan best. After all, she'd raised him. He hated that bad feeling, but it seemed she wanted Pan's wedding to be special while his and Sammie's wedding was just a backyard affair.
"You really have to have it at a hotel?" Gabe squinted. They'd invited him out to the venue to sample the food.
"Really, it's not anything big," Pan assured him. "But you'll have to wear a suit."
"Oh." Gave tried not to grimace too much. "Sure." Even then he knew he didn't want to. He didn't dress up.
"You know, Wade has done so much for your brother," his mom said later when they were alone after dinner. Of course, Gabe felt he needed Sammie here to be a buffer, but he nodded as if he was OK with everything. He'd do his best to be the best man. Although, it felt kind of odd, just the three of them in the ceremony.
"Wade's so alone, you know."
"But, but he has a brother." Gabe reminded his mother. It felt so distant being in the heart of the old market in a hollowed-out brick building that had been here since before the thirties. It was just a space now with an indoor garden. Gabe was certain it was still too fancy for his liking.
"Yeah, I know, but..but he is with Pan's ex. And they are expecting." Gabe's mother made him feel that it was quite a downer. They hadn't invited Elvis to this dinner for the wedding arrangements.
"Surely, you guys aren't going to leave Elvis out," Gabe said. "I mean, even..even ..Rox is like family."
He knew he said too much but didn't want to leave them out. He could see his mother didn't want to talk about them.
Great to read it :)
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"Yeah, I know, but..but he is with Pan's ex....but Pan is getting married. So what's the problem?
ReplyDeleteIt is a good question. Pan and Gabe or twins, but they didn't grow up together. They were separated when their parents separated. Pan went with his mom while Gabe went with his Dad. So there is a lttle resentment Gabe has that his mom treats his brother better. But at the same time, even Pan thinks his mom likes Gabe more. Or as he said to his partner, he thinks Gabe found someone who looks just like their mom (Sammie that he married). Yet, Gabe brings up Pan's history with a girlfriend he never wanted to have kids with, and now Pan is with Wade. Wade's half-brother Elvis is with Rox and they are going to have a baby. Pan's mom doesn't want them at Pan and Wade's wedding. You always have to have conflicts.
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ReplyDeleteProfundo y duro fragmento. Me gusto mucho Te mando un beso.
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ReplyDeletehay veces que hay que enfrentar las cosas
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Family stuff can be complicated. It seems like Gabe holds some resentment towards his mother....but sometimes we need to forgive and forget...or just move on.
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